Saturday, December 31, 2011

Weigh In

I gained a lb over christmas... BOOOO but its not that bad.

Back up to 247 :(

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Word for 2012

My word for 2012 is Believe...

I tend to believe in everyone else, but I always forget to believe in myself.

So this upcoming year, I am going to believe in myself first... It is my time to shine!

Monday, December 26, 2011

Christmas NSV

So I got two beautiful shirts for Christmas that I can wear on my cruise next month... however both were way too big on me! So I took them back today and exhchanged them for a smaller size!! WOO HOOO! I am offically a 14/16 in shirts now and will never wear an 18/20!!

I think its also weird that my feet shrunk... I went from a 9 to an 8.5.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Merry Christmas!!!

Just wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas!!! I Hope everyone has a happy and safe holiday!

Friday, December 23, 2011

Skinny Santa Weigh in

Start Weight 275
Last Weight 249
Current Weight 246
Loss of 3 lbs!

Happy Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Loss for the challenge 8 lbs for a total loss of 3.15%

Thursday, December 22, 2011


Everytime there is a birthday at work... there is a cake... and I mean one cake per person... so that is twenty cakes a year. I am proud to say that since surgery... I have not had a peice of cake. It was very tempting today since it was my favorite cake, Red Velvet and I said no....



So I got an unfill today... She normally would only take out a .5 cc but since I have had a week of throwing up, she decided to take a whole cc out. So I am now at 4cc filled. I am hoping this works much better then the 3 but not as bad as the 5cc.

I think its funny how there scale is always different though, according to my scale this morning I was down 1.5 since last Friday... and normally the loss matches up to there scale, but according to there scale I was down 4 lbs since last Thursday... Weird. Oh well hopefully I will see the 4 on my scale in the morning!

Back to liquids I go... man its been a rough week :(

Happy Thursday!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Unfill tomorrow

So tomorrow I am going for an unfill...since I havent been able to eat any solid foods with out getting sick since my last fill. I am curious to see how much they take out.

Looks like Christmas dinner will be consisiting of mashed potatoes. :(

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Sisterhood to the rescue!

Stephanie is a total life saver... She had two beautiful dresses for me for New Years that looked really great on me and a bunch of other clothes!! YAY! I also went to the mall with my mom and bought two new tops for my cruise that's coming up and a cute strapless dress... So needless to say if I don't wear the dress for New Years then I have a cute dress to wear on the cruise.

THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am still tight... Had soup for dinner and it didn't like me. So calling the doctor again in the morning and hopefully an unfill will be in my near future.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Too tight and still annoyed.

So I got my second fill on Thurs... The nurse was really agressive and gave me 2cc for a total of 5cc in my band... things were going perfectly until Sunday morning. I had two scrabbled eggs and a peice of turkey bacon. I did not realize I should have still been on mushies and should not have eaten the bacon. I proceeded to then puke up breakfast... had a shake for lunch and then puked up dinner too... Oh what fun...I called this morning and asked for an unfill since I could not eat anything. But she told me she wanted me to take liquid benadryl tonight before bed, and tomorrow before bed and if I was still having problems then she would do an unfill. Luckily I have not had an eposide since this morning... but I really hope I am able to eat more than soup or a protein shake tomorrow... god this sucks. I went from no restriction to way too much in the matter of 4 weeks. Whats even worse is that the scale is not moving, because I am not getting enough calories in and for some reason when that happens my body fights with me... Oh well. Wish me luck.

So my birthday is New Years Eve... and my friends are taking me out to a fancy place for dinner... (If i can eat by then) and then we are going to see a friends band play. Nothing I own fits me... so I have been looking for something dressy to wear since this past weekened. Tonight I went to Avenue, TJ Max, Marshalls, Kohls, Dots, Lane Bryant and Macys and I could not find one damn thing to wear. I did find one top that looked ok, but it was 90 dollars and I am not spending that much money for one damn shirt. So I am a little frustrated at the moment.... I have never ever had a problem finding something to wear. Now that I am loosing weight I can not find a freaking thing to wear you have to be kidding me. The dress I tried on that needs the next size they are out of, and I can not order it online anymore... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I found another dress online but I am scared to order it as it might not fit me cause in some things I am an 18 and others a 20. So at this point I have decided I am going topless on New Years... Go me. OK I am done with my pitty party.

On another note if anyone has a cute dressy top or a dress that is an 18/20 I will love your forever and you will save me from my misery.

Friday, December 16, 2011

I am annoyed

So two years ago I lost 100 lbs and put every one of those pesky pounds back on... When I lost the weight I got rid of my fat clothes thinking I would never go back.

Needless to say everything I own now is either too big or too small... I really need to go shopping.

I am going out tonight and wanted to look cute... but that doesnt seem to be happening :(

Skinny Santa Challenge Weigh In

Start Weight 275
Previous Weight 250
Current Weight 249

Loss of 1.0 this week.

Not really happy with that number... but I will take a loss anyday!

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Second fill!

So I had my second fill today... and it was a success, well so far! My doctor said recently he was planning to be more aggresive and he wasnt kidding. I got another 2 cc today for a total of 5cc in my 10cc band. My next fill is scheduled for a week before my cruise in January... that should be interesting.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

2 Month Bandiversary!

So today is my two month bandiversary, although its been two months I feel like I am just beginning my journey now as I am just starting to work out again.I really enjoyed working out with Stephanie last weekend and I am looking forward to running/walking much more with her. I am really excited to see what the next month has in store for me. So far I have lost 25 lbs and 14.5 total body inches. Which 5 of which were from my waist!! Woo hoo!

Tomorrow is my second fill, I am actually looking forward to it this time :)

Well hope everyone is having a great day!

PS thank you to my Secret Santa Ronnie, I really loved the gifts!

Sunday, December 11, 2011

What a week...

I am happy to say that finals are over... and life can return to normal somewhat. LOL

I have had a week from hell. It was totally bitter sweet getting straight A's for the first time in years this week, because on the same day my grandmother passed away. I wasn't very close with her but it was still hard to hear that my last living gradparent is now gone.

Saturday Stephanie and I met up in Delray and walked/ran a 5K. It was really fun working out with her since we pushed each other. When I thought I couldnt go any further, it turned out I could. However my legs are sore as hell today and I have blisters all over my feet. I think my christmas list is going to be revised and running shoes are going to be added.

I cant blog from work anymore, but I am totally going to try and catch up on everyones blog. I hope you guys had a good weekend :)

OoooO i almost forgot... I had an NSV this weekend as well. My favorite jeans, Size 20, which might I add were starting to fall off of me, but I loved them anway ripped. I was so sad. However, I now fit into a size 18! Woo hooo and they dont give me a huge muffin top anymore :)

Friday, December 9, 2011

Skinny Santa Weigh in

Starting weight: 275
Last Week: 252.5
Current Weight 250
Loss of 2.5 lbs

Happy Friday everyone!

Tuesday, December 6, 2011


It has been a stressful weekend and week as its finals week for me...2 down and 1 to life will  return to normal on i am not ignoring you...i will catch up soon...just cant use the internet at work anymore

Friday, December 2, 2011

Weigh in & Skinny Santa Challenge

Starting weight: 275
Last Week: 254
Current Weight 252.5
Loss of 1.5 lbs

Happy Friday everyone!